Visalus Nutritional Shakes

Long time no blog! I haven't had much to say lately and i really don't have much to say now but I want to share a little info about some shake mix I tried recently called Visalus. You just mix the powder with milk and it tastes like cake:) You can add fruit or flavor packets if you want to spruce it up. One friend makes hers with shake mix, milk, peanut butter and a little chocolate syrup for a peanut butter cup shake, yum! anyways if you are interested in trying some check out my site http://cln1976.bodybyvi.com/index.html

feel free to share any of your shake recipes!!!

It's my pity party, and I'll cry if I want to

yesterday a friends facebook status said "Je suis fatigué de penser ...très" which translates to "I am tired of thinking ... very" and i think this perfectly describes how i feel today. i am tired of thinking about what the future holds, what i could have done differently, why certain people dont like me, why i cant like the ones that do, whether i should move, change jobs, will i ever have a family of my own, will i be happy if i dont, why do some people just plain suck, why do some people have so much drama, how do you end a friendship that no longer works for you...thats just some of the things i think about and i know that everyone has things and some have way more complicated things to worry about but as the title says its MY pity party ;)

“The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be” Marcel Pagnol

i know i need to just let go and let life happen but sometimes i find that hard to do especially when things aren't going the way i want and i dont see a change in sight. i find it so much easier to help other people with their problems, even while writing this i feel like i should just suck it up and get over it. so many people have it worse than i do but i should be allowed to wallow in self pity for a day right? most days i try to appreciate everything that i have and find the positive in things...

“Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.” Epicurus

thanks for letting me ramble about my silly problems, i feel better already:)

maybe we can help each other so feel free to comment with suggestions for me or with your own issues and questions.

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you've just crossed over into the... friend zone

for some reason the topic of conversation lately has been dating or my lack of...for some reason i always end up in thei meet a guy we take an interest in each other and spend a few months dating and then BAM things change and we are just friends. usually i still want to date the guy and am left wondering what happened to make them see me differently. since this has happened several times i can only assume that its me but i still dont know what i am doing to cause this. maybe i am too relaxed and dont give the guy the impression that i want more? maybe i am crazy b*tch and dont realize it? i cant help but wonder if i will ever meet a guy that i like and that is willing to give me a chance at a real relationship? the problem is i am not willing to date just for the sake of dating...if i am not attracted to a guy or feel a connection then i dont want to waste his or my time. unfortuantely this limits my playing field but i just dont want to settle for someone that doesnt excite me.

 i know i am not alone in theso if you are there too i'd like to hear from you...comments, suggestions, funny stories...

testing 1,2,3

this is my first time writing a blog so bear with me...i don't really have anything important to say but since i enjoy reading other peoples blogs i thought i would give it a shot. i am going to apologize now for all of my grammatical errors but right now i just want to worry about writing and maybe eventually i will work on making it look pretty;)